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Any triggers? Original drawn in 1981.
(a few years wiser... maybe) A point of perspection* dances in the balance of the seer's vision.
Zendor's truth is sometimes stranger than fiction. The beginning paragraphs are a bit of prep work to set up the experience of... the Ashtar Command, Ashtar, Athena and Zendor beginning with some brief points and on to an international gathering of contactees, experiencers and investigators. The events are real (witnessed by nearly 200), but the names were not change to protect anyone, least of all me. It was an amazing event for me and I still challenge its reality and remain open for results. It does seem to remain consistent with my life-long experiences of multidimensional nature, but I've not had such things come together so unbelievably consistent with other people. It will test your belief system, nonetheless. It still tests mine even with a lifetime of experience.
Over the years there has been some question of my sanity, or at least my audacity in sharing the stories that land most people in mental wards because no one seeks to understand them OR EVEN TRY. Been there done that! I've done enough testing of my own reality, earning a couple of master's degrees in Business along the way, as well as managing events and facilitated projects that drew a quarter million people or cost nearly a half-billion dollars. So on the practical level, I'm extremely functional. I've not sought fame or fortune to date, as exampled by my bank account. I've only sought to seek and share truth - our relationship with creation on the ocean of emotion. I recently had an offer to start an events company, with backing, so I quit my 'job' only to have the backer withdraw the offer. Bummer... and perfect as well.
Let me first begin by telling you a little about how 'Zendor' came to be in the vernacular. I began to question my sanity again in my early 30s when I was given the name 'Zendor' via a guy 15 years my senior one night after having asked, "Who am I?" We were talking for some time after returning from a full-moon meditation in Fountain Hills. Our conversation got quiet for a few moments and I closed my eyes, asking the question. Strange thing was, I didn't verbalize my question. I heard him move in his chair, opened my eyes to look at him and instantly locked my eyes with his. He simply blurted out, "You are Zendor" within seconds of my internal question. At the same instant my second sight came on and I saw a starscape with a huge stone-archway with a thick wooden door in the center of it slowly opening toward me. What does one do with such an extraordinary experience? How does one integrate this deeply connected Self with the self of daily duty and responsibility? I'm still working on the answer after a half-century. It's getting a little clearer. Enjoy!
Ashtar, Athena (Divine Compliments as emissaries of the Galactic Federation) and the Ashtar Command presents a wide-eyed view of cosmic interaction in human realms. Although this information is on the cutting edge of ‘reality,’ it is important to realize that I intend to demonstrate and live as ONE in the WHOLE of CREATION. I sense we all do and suffer the trials and tribulations it brings, just to Be Here Now. It helps to have a healthy sense of humor, otherwise we'd take each other way too seriously.
I Am only one in the many and our collective individual paths are as varied as the stars in the sky. They, too, are all part of ONE CREATION. I wonder if we ever really thought about it. We are simply stardust, fragments of our former selves, now conscious we can find our way hOMe. Individually we have threads for the tapestry of a new living awareness and collectively we can discover the ONE within ALL so that the ALL can play as ONE. What a beautiful work of art it will be.
New paradigms and attending change agents are widely apparent on the scale of planetary behavior now. How can we mirror what we trust is true in the depths of our heart's knowing? Is that not one of our most critical questions? It is my opinion that we are those star mirrors here, even from recognizing the existence of a CENTRAL SUN now (actually being 3), still containing the elements of a tri-union of light, sound, and will. Little did we know they would show up here as protons, neutrons and electrons. These three particles make up everything, with carbon (6 protons, 6 neutrons and 6 electrons) being the basis for all organic life.
Will the 666 now change
to the 999 as some kind of bio-numerical completion of an age? What would life be
like if we all really did follow a divinely inspired path?
Our world would still need to be managed and nurtured back to health, but we might
just have a clue as to how to do it better now. The following is a ‘real’ display
of worlds beginning to merge, as difficult as it may be to believe.
I found out about this event through an e-mail from Bill Spuhler (now the webmaster for Ashtar's Trinity and Sananda's Eagles) in the summer of 2000, an acquaintance from the 13th Tribe group on Yahoo where I'd met Winifred Barton as well. I'd joined just after managing the Prophets Conference here in Phoenix in 1998 where I'd met the list manager, Shawn. I'd never actually revealed much in the early communications with Deb and Janisel (Ashtar's Trinity and Sananda's Eagles founders) until they asked me to speak at the Gathering of Souls, which was the event notice Bill had forwarded. It turned out to be quite the roller coaster ride...
I visited Deb and Janisel in Sedona in early August and immediately felt like I'd found some missing family members. They were busy with pre-event details so only cursory discoveries were made until the weekend of the event. My world changed forever, along with a nearly two hundred others. My presentation was revealing enough; built around a harmless strip-tease based on the metaphor of transformation from the semi-success of the corporate world to the finding of one's path as they shed the layers of attachment to outcome.
I had no idea what was about to happen, which seemed to be guided by the directions of Ashtar and Athena through Deb and Janisel and acknowledge by a host of others throughout the weekend. Sunday evening's closing ceremony caught me nearly completely off-guard, yet open to being vulnerable enough to allow, complete with being immersed in the water as a symbol of acceptance. The letter that follows was the first attempt at accepting the role publicly. A very humbling experience indeed.
2005 reporting in... After Sarabi's passing in 2003 (the artist who made the 'AC logo' below), all control of copyrights were transferred to Ashtar's Trinity and included the logo that Ashtar had channeled was for my use. None of the information on their current site has any reference to me or any links to this site, unfortunately. I have often wondered what human conditions invaded their minds and hearts as it was their own projections of ego that I believe were addressed in the channeling of Oct. 7, 2000. I provide links to their website as well as continuing to display their own words here. Seems to be a lack of congruence somewhere... although I'm reticent to share. I'll let you make your own assessments as you explore. It is not imperative that you make any decisions.
Released in October, 2000
E-Release the week after the Gathering of Souls conference in Camp Verde, Arizona:
Dear Eagles and Members of the Ashtar Command,
It has been the honor and blessing of the two of us to have Ashtar's and Athena's
son, Zendor, brought into our lives and work. We were asked to baptize him into
his mission at the Gathering. During this baptism, on October 1, 2000 at 8:00 p.m.
Pacific Time, in front of a quorum of witnesses, Zendor was formally introduced
as Ashtar's and Athena's son, and he pledged his commitment to this mission. At
Athena's request, we are relating what was said to those witnesses. As Ashtar anchored
into Debbie and Athena anchored into Janisel, 'they' faced the witnesses... Zendor
standing between 'them'. Ashtar announced, "This is our son. We love him dearly."
In essence, Zendor was baptized and accepted his mission.
The following is a letter to you from Zendor. Below his letter is a message from
Ashtar and Athena that they asked be added at the end of Zendor's introduction.
Please read carefully... and take to heart what he has to say.
Love and Blessings
Janisel and Debbie
Ashtar's Trinity
Just
after his presentation at the Gathering of Souls. Trepidations still, his introductory
letter went over like a lead balloon:
Who...? Hi, I'm Zendor and YES you have been expecting me! I'll be your guide as we peer into the depths of what keeps us afraid, angry, ignorant and immobile. Nah. I'd rather be your guide to fortuitous serendipitous synchronicity! Unfortunately the former is what needs to be dealt with first. We have been called to serve with our lives so let's begin creating the lives we ARE. This rise in consciousness that includes a living awareness of multidimensional reality is about the collective messiah or 'body of Christ', universe citizenry come to prepare for the ultimate family reunion.
I have been watching and waiting as I have prepared myself for this monumental macrocosmic
mission. As we all are integrating our multidimensionality in this wonderful 3D
time/space, it is imperative that we remain free of the temptations inherent within
it, like thinking we can do it alone. The Galactic Fleet is a cooperative multi-race
and multi-system collaboration that has been developed with the utmost care and
concern for the elevation and demonstration of Unity! In other words…time to Rock-n-Roll...walk
the talk...trust our connections.
Your mettle and mine are about to be tested and you can be assured that any deterrents
to the harmony of a unified purpose, our collective efforts to move our beloved
planet and her peoples into Universe status, will be removed. The comfort levels
of this removal will be determined by your own willingness to serve this mission,
should you decide to accept it. To put it succinctly, the job is the boss and there
is no room for those entertaining edification of their perceived positions or rank
within the Command. Humility is key. It is time for the Commanders to lead by example.
It is time to allow our higher integrated multi-sensory network to do its job. The
Truth will set us all free! Truth is... all things connected... we are ONE.
We all know the importance of our individual efforts. It is the synergistic effects those efforts create that will determine the physical bestowal of inner and outer reality congruencies that lead to the obvious… heaven on earth. We are called to embody our highest selves at this time, thriving on the joy and celebration of our coming together as a unified planetary (or interplanetary as the case may be) family. I beg of you to look within, shift into the true Center of your Heart of Hearts and release any attachments to control in ANY fashion. There will be a peace that surpasses understanding at first, then the understanding will come along with the prudent path opening in front of you.
Trust me, I've had to hold on nowhere to step forward now. Intuition and rationality
are often seen as conflicting. Can you imagine what it is like to have a life full
of 'experiences' that few seem to accept, let alone understand. This is not about
control; it is about Flow. Divine Flow, the Truth of which resides in your Center.
Only those willing to release the final fetters of the subversive 'little ego' will
be available to the Master Ego of Self… individualized in our bodies. Let's celebrate
being here now, as Baba Ram Das once said, and keep it light. Serious as the job
is… be playful in thought and action.
The integration and implementation of our Divine Actions in Unity (warm fuzzies
for everyone) will occupy much of this next year as I move into closer relationships
with you all. An unprecedented need for physical involvement is at hand. This is
all about bringing multidimensional consciousness to play in the 3-D environment
in which we now live, move and have our Being. I will be personally visiting the
Command sites in the coming weeks and months. All I'm doing is beginning to connect
all the dots. I encourage your willingness to play with me and to support our efforts
through making preparations for these visits. Janisel and Debbie are in charge of
the scheduling and confirmation of venues. Hope there are some musicians among your
groups.. drummer on the way! For the rational thinkers and skeptics… a couple of
masters degrees in Business as well.
With a warm heart and an unyielding Love, I look forward to our meeting.
Namaste,
Zendor
Zendor's sanction dictated by Athena to
Janisel 10-6-00
"We, Ashtar and Athena, come forth this day to herald the arrival to your world
of our son Zendor, sent to awaken and unify those earth-based members and Commanders
of the Galactic Fleets working under the auspices of the
Ashtar Command. It is time for ego, pride, and separateness
to be put aside. It is time for Oneness and Unity among our Command, and for this
purpose he comes. Our son speaks and acts with our authority. Hear ye him.".. Ashtar
and Athena.
The logo below was designed in cooperation with Ashtar through Merri Wright, also known as Sarabi, and Debbie Wright, also know as RevDeb. You might think the two are related with the same surname, which is not the case in our physical reality. Soul sisters they are indeed. Ashtar, through Debbie, revealed that this logo was for my personal use in conjunction with the Mission of Unity amongst the Command. Sarabi, the artist, moved into the next realm as a fresh recruit in May of 2003. She had stated that there are certain activators in the logo that Ashtar and Athena had requested.
There has been some confusion introduced after the fact, so be prepared to use your own discernment. It came to light that intentions were for me to help market Ashtar's Trinity, not follow my heart's guidance along the mission trail. Hey, I could have been confused. So after a rather interesting show of emotion I chose to leave their (Janisel and Debbie) home, on Valentine's Day no less and wished them well in spite of the turn of emotion.
It wasn't long before I heard through the grapevine that the 'channelings' had now changed to say that I would not be successful in my mission and shortly after Sarabi's death, Rev Deb had copywrited the image under Ashtar's Trinity. I'm disappointed, but not shattered. It's all good and bless their hearts for being available to bring this fantastic journey to light for me in a much grander way than I ever expected. Sometimes actions are only meant to serve the moment and we try to extend that moment to encompass a longer period that it was actually supposed to have in time.
It would seem that,
at least on one level, Sarabi's duty transfer is exemplary of the unification of
worlds as well. W
I have to admit that as time passed I questioned their entire operation, including my baptism. If it weren't for decades of experiences that led up to that moment, I would have dismissed it entirely. I believe their purpose was to bring me into the spotlight for a moment, just to acknowledge that the experience is real, and to help me gain a little comfortability in the process. Still... who that heck am I to command such authority? I'm far from being in the public eye enough to truly make a difference. However, there are many realms of consciousness that I seem to frequent in the evolution toward oneness.
70s..
80s...
90s...
2000...
more recently...
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It is quite the challenge to continue to be able to speak about this while having no attachments to how people receive this information. I know the insanity that abounds in our lives from other types of information, tangible in some ways like the Phoenix Lights, yet I am quite aware of the general resistance to anything beyond the physical experiences. Without direct experience, it is hard to swallow a tale like this. I've grown to be comfortable with rejection, hoping that some day the tide will turn and I will be able to assist humanity in a brilliant life-changing way.
My life now is an ever-growing process and I can begin to understand the wisdom an old friend, Willy Whitefeather, shared some years ago. He said that personal tribal councils could only be formed after one's 51st year. So much is available when one keeps an open heart and mind toward further integration with creation. It surely appears to be quite the symbiotic process. I just had my first birthday and things are moving forward wonderfully. In lak'ech..
Zendor has had questions, even from childhood, and has spent considerable years attempting to understand this greater awareness and experience somehow. While still allowing the experience to continue being observant enough to search for hints of integration into some kind of manageable reality. Stemming from my own adoption, throughout my life I've had 'contacts and experiences' that could boggle the best scriptwriters' minds, yet I cannot deny their occurrences. Just over 50 now I've got a billowing background from traversing industries and various team-crafted productions. Conceptualizing the process of manifestation from chaos to order is difficult enough. At times I feel that as my knowledge increases it only revels that ignorance exponentiates. Bridging worlds challenges even the most astute minds.
At 18, a week after praying to know truth and being willing to die for it, I was asked if I was willing to do so... to die for what I believed in. The only premise that I was willing to die for was the TRUTH of Jesus Christ and Christ Consciousness. Upon 'letting go' I was taken into the White Light first, residing there for a few moments, recognizing that I was still very much 'alive.' As an impetuous teenager, I asked if there was more. Immediately I felt a movement and found myself in the center of a sphere of points of light (a couple hundred maybe), with an indigo background, and able to look any direction simultaneously. I contemplated what the points of light were and as I thought about them being points of consciousness, whether in body or not I wasn't sure because I wasn't, the Voice resumed. It informed me that these were those I was to work with in order to facilitate a new world order and that it would happen in my lifetime. My path would be full of trials and tribulations, yet with faith and trust, everything I needed would be there at the appointed time. Then I felt another movement, much more dramatic, and found myself back in my body gasping for air.
The previous happened in 1975 in my first year of college, entering as a sixth quarter freshman. I tested out of 5 quarters through the College Level Examination Program. Since that time I have been consistently asking, 'How?' Conceptual presentations such as Genesis II and Spectrum Academy are among the results from years of contemplation. Many things have been shown to me through direct experience (which is the only thing I believe we can truly rely on). Shared experiences bring even more clarity to the path. I've presented some information on some other pages that may give you some empowerment to live your own truth. They are: 9-11 at the Canyon, Lucky, and the Fibonacci Sequence. Blessings on your path to Self-actualization and integration with the ONE LOVE.
Still, I feel that expressing my experience can somehow open doors to actualizing what I believe many have been shown could work for the process of creating a new world order that leaves no one behind, unlike the current experience of globalization in process. Maybe we just need a new myth to weave in the web of life? It certainly would spice up the drama in the 'reality show' business, eh? Potentially, the creation of a Spectrum Academy would facilitate the unification of young minds seeking reasons and creating solutions for a reality that needs adjusting now. At any rate, I'm doing my best to take (and receive) it lightly. Cosmic humor wins out over human drama every time. On with the show...
*Perspection: Combining the two forces of introspection and perception, balancing inner and outer awareness.