The Rainbow Grid
You might think that I'm writing about the grid that is supposed to surround our planet with the spirit-circuitry of the Divine. I've seen this. Maybe you have too. It's really hard to see sometimes because your vision cannot be blocked by any mal-intent or lack of love. Accordingly, the story I'm about to share is about a similar grid and how I became aware of it. Chronologically, the year was 1991/92 during the winter months in Phoenix as I recall. I had been jamming with a band for a couple of years at that time. We entered some very interesting places as our intent was to play from the silence. It is one thing to be able to keep a beat and play the notes of some ascribed progression. It is quite another to enter into the silence and wait. The music does come. It moves us in fathomless ways.
One night I returned home after a jam. We usually just fell into whatever improvisational vibe of the moment. Most of the time we seemed to be mirroring the mass consciousness and the quest of the cosmic conundrum, moving through all the emotions to find harmony and love. I was in a particularly dark place that night, questioning my own integrity because I had been unable to find work to support my children, who had recently moved back to the Midwest with their mother, after our divorce. I laid down on a small couch in my guesthouse apartment. I closed my eyes and thought for a moment, "Knowing me.. How could I deceive me?" I felt the bottom fall out of my mind. It was like I was falling through the darkness at an unbelievable speed. Eventually I stopped. In this place was pure truth. I knew instinctively that in this place there was never deception as it was impossible.
I stayed there a while, enjoying the familiarity and getting some great feedback on handling my dilemmas. I've got to admit, there is nothing like talking to yourself, especially when your Self answers. It was phenomenal. I slowly came back to the room, stood up, and faced the west. I bowed with humility and thankfulness. As I did, a round hole opened immediately above my head. I viewed the scene with my eyes closed. This opening also had a sound with it, like a quiet pneumatic wrench removing a wheel nut off a car. A shaft of light entered my crown and as it did, I saw a hemispheric rainbow grid surround my body, folding out from the shaft of light. I looked up into the hole and saw three tiers of round tables apparently. There were individuals at every level, looking down at me, peering over the edges of the round tiers. The smallest being at the top, with the other two concentric and gradually larger. It was time to take a big gulp, except the nearest Circle K as about a half-mile away.
I began to feel places in my body begin to vibrate slightly. Initially, just one at a time, then in combinations. I had no idea what was happening, all I knew is that I was enjoying this opportunity of such an intense experience. I was ecstatic at that... no fear whatsoever! This continued for a while, I wasn't sure just how long. I remained lucid throughout the entire experience and held conversations with some of the ones sitting above me. I felt as though they were family and welcomed their energy flowing through me. Eventually, the vibrational dremels (high speed hand-held grinders) subsided, the rainbow grid folded up the way it came down, the light withdrew into the hole and the hole closed up with the opposite sound it made as it opened. I opened my eyes and looked at the clock. The whole experience lasted about 15 minutes. Wow... I've had some years to analyze it.