Truth...or a reasonable facsimile thereof?

What is truth? Is it objective, subjective, all inclusive or mutually exclusive? Does it apply even when we deny it? Do we have the capacity to know it with our senses? Are we greater beings under limitations of modern science and spirituality? How about cosmic truth? Are we alone or preparing for a family reunion? I know nothing and at times...

Adopted by a wonderful couple who are still together after nearly 60 years (a feat in itself), my childhood was normal by most standards with the exception of early out of body experiences and regular nightly excursions where I watched myself ascend into an orange cigar-shaped cloud. I placed no importance on them, just that I couldn't wait until the next one. Moving through puberty I excelled in academics and sports in high school, but fell into some questionable habits in college trying to regain a place I visited during a meditation. After buying a couple of sets of drums the following year, I moved out of the honors dorm and into some deplorable living conditions, without my parent's knowledge.

It didn't last long as I was accosted at a fraternity house, taken to the hospital, and spent the next six weeks on a psychiatric ward. My only claim to 'sanity' was eventually learning what the psychiatrist needed to hear to deem me 'healed,' even though I had to suppress what I really wanted to discuss. Fast forward through a marriage and divorce with four children and now 6 grandchildren; low to mid-level positions in various corporate environments (aerospace to sales and marketing), a couple of master's degrees in Business, secondary teaching, hypnotherapy and life coach certifications; I now consider myself an eduholic and quite qualified to admit I know nothing. And yet...

As a teenager I offered the most fervent prayer possible: I wanted to know 'truth' and was willing to die for it if necessary. Surprisingly within a few days I was in meditation and was asked if I was willing to die for what I believed in, acknowledging Christ or cosmic consciousness as my anchor and consequently found myself moving into the Light and beyond, returning with a new found sense of faith, trust and allowance. I knew what I was here to do and yet the 'how' has been a constant question since. Whether a blessing or a curse remains to be determined… again there I go with the duality framework. However, worlds were available through geometrical presentations within my mind's eye. I pondered those openings, those pathways through worlds of consciousness that only few have seemed to access in our planet's history, or at least have been able to articulate to leave breadcrumbs for the rest. How does it all fit in the framework of the truth of 'what is'? A direct experience tends to skew the experiencer for a while, setting him/her apart.

The messianic complex must give way to the realization that there are many with the same message. Accessing our messiahship (or a reasonable facsimile thereof) is the individual experience that is so intense it gives ‘one’ a sense of being ‘all’ and being part of the team…no ‘I’ in team of course... no ego without wego. What do we do now? How do we play in the sandbox together? Do we become leaders, followers, naysayers, or outcasts or misfits? How do we create together in truth? Do we know that we know we can create in truth? What is truth? Is truth meant to bring us together or separate into individuality? As truth seekers, spiritual aspirants, we have a sense that all things are possible in magnetizing harmonious relationships. Libertarian and utilitarian positions in politics create a more challenging convergence, unifying the military industrial complex with humanity in developing a healthy planetary administration.

I would like to explore possibilities and include some hopefully relevant personal experiences. My adoptive parents told me my IQ was off the chart as a elementary student, but not until my early 30s. Maybe life would have been different had I really known. I became comfortable being a deep thinker with a somewhat brilliant mind, but I long for playmates. I am but an eduholic whose euphoriant has become direct knowing through experience. Hopefully my writing style produces tangential tidbits in your own deliberations. Sometimes I tap into a profound wisdom I can hardly claim, yet through my thoughts and fingers it comes, humbling the arrogant thinker in me. At others I probe into the obvious with questions so simple yet complex in their answers, promoting a sense of awe and inspiration, yet often too intimidating for those in my immediate surroundings.

I also like to think we all have a good bullshit meter and although optimism is grand, each person's perception of reality tends to challenge one's capacity to know truth. Let's say we know truth. What affect/effect does truth really have on reality? Perception is reality? What about universal truth? Is there one or some? I'd like to explore the concept of truth as an internal connectedness, a oneness of all things that leads to a holistic understanding of our planetary civilization and our capacity to evolve together. Oh, but that smacks of a New World Order. Could an evolved presence of mind, conscious and considerate of human, material and spiritual resources, be the direction we might want to go? Do we need to know where that will be taking us first? Shall we just meander down the path in a stream of consciousness sort of way? Wanna take a ride?

Beginning with the worst case scenarios of consciousness, the first stop might be the conspiratorialists, religious and otherwise, who span the gamut of annihilation of the infidels, looking for a panacea for peace or expecting an evacuation. It would seem the prudent path is one to self-awareness and actualization, but then who has the market on thought control? What is consciousness? So many articles, channelings and writings are appearing across the Web today regarding the coming shift of mind (metanoia) and of control on the planet (paranoia), most of which are presenting information in an ‘Us vs. Them’ theme. Some beneficent race of ETs are protecting us from total annihilation from another less scrupulous band of marauders. Funny that their information hasn't really changed in decades and nobody is really showing up to do either. In reality humans are responsible for some pretty terrible things going on around the planet right now. They are also responsible for some brilliant discoveries that can and do bring us closer.

Man's inhumanity to man continues to be far worse than any perceived alien threat. In spite of the obvious atrocities, there are a growing number of people that are turning toward a different experience; one of simply greeting every moment with gratitude and willingness to change previous patterns. Our deepest nature acknowledges unconditional love and oneness in the capacity to love and be loved, but people are still getting blown to bits daily in the real world. What is that about? Why do we continue to kill people to prove that killing people is wrong? Why do others continue to take life for granted? How do we satisfy the need for consumption (energy, food, resources)? Are we really capable of learning a better way? What will it take? Do we really think there will be a mass intervention or would a wiser race let us simply destroy ourselves? I believe humanity is capable of rising to the occasion, learning to grow interdependently with our planet. Will we? Can social change of planetary politics give way to exopolitics?

Fear-based belief systems seem to rule most of the population. Do people follow prescribed courses because of their daily distractions? Are we so unconscious of living that we haven't a clue about ourselves and the magic of life? Is energy or life eternal? How strong is your experience or belief system? Do you believe in death? Are you willing to die for what you believe in? Do you believe in life after death? Have you or do you know someone who has had a near death experience? Nearly every experiencer of inner space, near death, or spiritual revelation relates the story of feeling an unyielding Oneness, a sense of bewilderment and feeling of unconditional love beyond their imagination, whether in the Void or in the Light. This same feeling or sense surrounds many contactee stories as well. Reports from the other side seem to reveal a paradox in that we carry our own judgments, otherwise they do not exist. The sensations are the same in the Void as in the Light! The paradox of a sense of total individuality and total inclusion in the Oneness.

The only judgments made in the realms of consciousness are our own. What a paradox in the face of the fear, guilt, shame and blame game! What if we were able to carry the feeling of oneness with us, knowing it is what we will find at our next transition anyway? Is this our challenge: to move from duality to Oneness in our own consciousness here now? What a challenge for humans! Are we more than just humans? Or do we just not understand what being human really means? Does a child not grow up to become an adult with the capacity to become a parent? Is a baby expected to change their own diaper? What is a self-actualized human being? Could we be confusing crawl-ins, stand-ins and walk-ins because we have no frame of reference and still cannot claim our own growth toward magnificence? Can we find solace in beginning to experience and understand patterns of energy, mathematical progressions, personal and scientific discovery within a cross-referencable experiential database?

A self-actualized human being, in my opinion, would have achieved awareness and execution through primary personal portals into the fabric of consciousness, at least becoming aware and proficient enough of creating scenarios with people, places and things. According to some sources, cosmic volunteers that become self-actualized human beings even master experiential knowing and translate their wisdom into 'righteous' acts, promoting the good of the order and all. They are able to engage phenomena beyond our imagination and yet because of universal edicts, their lives are often hidden from public view. They realize that the messengers become the focus and the message becomes diluted. Humans tend to want sideshows anyway and get caught up in phenomena to the point of missing the message. We might even begin to see a synergism of previously fragmented bits of knowledge that congeal into malleable frameworks if we pay attention closely. Several recent collaborations have produced some phenomenal multi-media shows.

Across the Web and in our communities there are so many versions of how this group or that group is vying for position to lead the way to the New World Order, some as cabals and pundits and others as world servers and stewards. Just the mention of the phrase ‘New World Order’ carries so many different ‘charges’ of emotional bindings that it is hard to find the ‘truth’ to it all. What were your thoughts when you read the phrase? We know, or have a sense, that all things are connected – a holistic model of consciousness permeates creation. We still choose to separate ourselves from others today. Even when prompted to contact or communicate with someone or something different than our experience our 'logic' often prohibits the interaction. Can we affect change where primary belief systems seem diametrically opposed? Can we offer a solution? Do we really want solutions? How can we open our minds to something we've never experienced? What if we were able to acknowledge the obvious? Our minds and hearts are still in opposition, we fear what we do not know or have not experienced.

Mayan and even Sanskrit terms in use today indicate we might want to consider some alternatives. In lak'esh (I am another you) and Namasté (internal and external obeisance to thee) both acknowledge the oneness in self and others. The humble bow of recognition that is part of many cultures moves us closer toward a sense of unity, or at least understanding. I am challenged to see and sense myself in another, even with the extensive experience and knowing of this truth by the attitude of gratitude. What about those unaware of the intimacy available through letting go of the fears that separate? Even the Internet brings us closer and yet further apart from communion with others. What do we really want anyway? The hot new belief system says we can attract what we want by identifying want we desire, giving it attention, and allowing it to happen. Easier said than done, yet it warrants further consideration for sure. What if our consciousness, even our soul (if I can use that term), imbues our living with choices to ascend daily, moment by moment?

It is an obvious strain in feeling and logic to eliminate the concept of identifying what we don't want in order to move closer to what we do. Still the objective is to create, co-create or construct new thoughtforms of a stronger magnetism that allows matter and spirit to coalesce in accordance with this new living awareness. I've heard it called 'structural tension' as an element in the creative process, the holding of a vision of current and future images of reality. How do we make the process simple, which is what we are told is 'should' be. Could it be somewhere in those 45 senses within the other 90% of our brain's capacity? (5:10 ≈ x:90) Simplicity of being is the goal for all spiritual seekers, allowing the greater consciousness to permeate their worlds and guide their daily movements. Simple gratification and validation is also the goal of most individuals in daily living, unconsciously desiring to love and be loved in the spirit of oneness. We talk a good line, but the result is tainted with pushing or pulling energy to move as many mountains with as little energy.

This is not to say that humans are lazy, yet they do tend to avoid the stretch to actually make things simple in their daily lives, opting for more familiar and less habilitating habits and patterns, let alone shift into a heart-centered awareness. Once a heart-centered awareness is achieved, though, the knowing moves us toward more prudent paths. Our perceived intelligence often convinces us not to listen to the still small voice within, even after a so-called 'spiritual awakening.' We rarely challenge the notion of duality, yet it is the stumbling block laid before us in our quest to find balance and harmony. Even science and religion strive to find harmony in their expressions of reality and thousands of books have been written on the subject of Unity… unified field theory to universal love, M Theory to Masters of the Far East and much more. How can we simplify? Would it be easier to simply look at the existing systems in our global economy, for instance, and focus on developing life-friendly processes and protocols first? How can we better manage our resources, both human and material, while promoting a sense of unification without subjugation?

What if we could find a primer of sorts in our ancient texts that would demonstrate the unity of humanity? We are faced with choices on a moment to moment basis, pushed and pulled by this or that to make a decision about our lives, great or small. What are we choosing to align or magnetize into our worlds? How are we making those choices? If we are constantly looking for dualistic frameworks, why are we so surprised when we find them? Are we such powerful creators that the universe is simply giving us what we seek? Seems to be the case. Is there a collective voice somewhere that guides our quest? Is there a witness within, willing to come out and play? How do we communicate our Oneness? Are we able to state the obvious questions without repercussion? One such example of a potential primer is the sign of yin and yang, which from a perspective of gated energy (computer +/-, on/off) looks very much like an energy pattern of DNA appearing as a cross-section. It seems to show the spiraling energy of the 'switch' alternating.

Confrontation is uncomfortable at best, so how do we help each other to rise out of limited thinking that separates us from each other? I’ve been booted off many discussion group lists by raising such questions and persisting in the quest of answers from their leadership, especially  when I perceive that the talk and walk are incongruent. Still, am I looking for love in all the tight spaces or just happy to stir the pot and be off? I often resign to the latter and grow in my ability to articulate without perceived aggression. My love for conflict resolution and problem solving has developed into quite a wonderful process when allowed. I love stirring the pot and I am a great mirror. I admit I don't always have the answers, but I can distinguish between the smoke and the mirrors. I am able to facilitate forging a path to some very interesting questions for consideration in the fog, clearing the way to create in harmony within oneself and others.

On to another interesting harmonic convergence. Science and spirituality are closer to being united in ‘The Secret’ and even Oprah has released the information through national television as a possible alternative to our current consciousness and daily living. She also got slammed for promoting an author that turned out to be a sham. Other authors have espoused such philosophies for centuries and spiritual masters' core teachings are full of anecdotes that reveal a greater being within us all. Futurists explore how ergonomics, infrastructure and material specs combine with energy flow and sacred geometry in developing new structures for business and communities. Developing nations, including our own, can benefit from these brilliantly master planned projects although the budgets will probably have to come from philanthropic resources as our (US) government budget cutting retards academic and community growth in favor of building a stronger military and homeland security. I'm sure we can all see the good sense in our leadership.

Systems thinking is a corporate philosophy now. When will it move to a political philosophy? Moving beyond egocentric paradigms is quite the challenge, though. What is in it for me? After all, I am the center of my world. Change management? You mean I have to give up my control? We still tend to see the process in a dualistic framework – magnetizing positive aspects and eliminating negative ones. Such is the path to balance and freedom…from the head to the heart. What are the chaos and confusion many feel and sense at times when we are in a critical path of consciousness or structural design? Is it the shift in letting go of an intellectual stronghold that allows us to gently settle in our quest for 'flow'? What is our measure? What is a man now? What is a woman now? What is a family now? What are relatives? How do we treat them? How do we want to be treated? How do we best utilize recent discoveries in all the fields of future study toward a harmonic convergence of saint, scholar, scientist and student.

The dualistic mindset is a pattern that is so deep in human consciousness there is little room to ascend the ladder to Oneness. Yet ascend we must if we are going to heal ourselves of dysfunctional and incongruent patterns of behavior that have led to human atrocities in current world activities and events. How can we move toward a better understanding of 'what is' without emotional projections that spin out of control? The Tao provides at least a partial answer in the 'what is' notion of positive and negative forces in a constant balance. Far too often we deny feelings of malcontent simply to 'keep the peace' instead of creating peace by dealing with the articulation of the malcontent. What about the concept of Yin and Yang?

It is quite revealing that a cross-section of our DNA helix viewed in black and white (light pulsing on and off) looks quite similar to the yin/yang symbol. Science and spirituality becoming closer yet again? Today in 'higher consciousness' and metaphysical groupings, the ‘Ascension’ is probably the most present notion of the new millennium and the projected result of the alignment with the Galactic Center in 2012. Perceptively, an imminent burst of energy from Source or some kind of cosmic ray gun? Our movement through space into the Photon Belt precipitates a subtle rise in vibration, evidenced by a rise in the cycles per second pulse of our planet, an increase of a nearly imperceptible degree in human experience. Most humans seem to be oblivious, others sense an impending cosmic shift toward an age of enlightenment. Is there a cosmic change agent with their fingers on the volume control?

What about the various belief systems that have at their core a need to have good and evil?  Is this truly a Divine characteristic or simply ignorant humans projecting their own circumstance on a divine framework so it 'fits' their mold? Quite honestly I've never experienced evil in any of the spiritual realms or cosmic journeys of my day.Modern theologians seem to breeze by the knowledge that ‘satan’ came from the Greek ‘thetan’ and means ‘thinker.’ As I recall, the word for 'fallen' was more like 'condensed' but the minds of the translators weren't able to understand the concept at the time. It would seem 'logical' that cosmic intelligences would learn how to condense into physical form through their own evolutionary process. Could we call that 'descending' mortals? The number of man (666) turns out to be the number of protons, electrons and neutrons in the carbon atom. How about that? The variable in the equation cosmologists have developed to explain the arrival of carbon happens to be something like 32 decimal places long. Sounds like intelligence.

In spite of religious reluctance we are moving out of the fear, guilt, blame and shame game and into a more holistic model. Is it too simple to believe that Lucifer (angel of light and music) was asked to take the lead in the process, being the Most High and all? I mean, c'mon, who would get the toughest job anyway? We already know that ignorance is prevalent when exploring spiritual understandings and the mystery of God. Why do we project our own problems and evilness on such a being? Is it so hard for humans to admit their own thoughts and actions are incongruent with their professed beliefs in an unconditional loving creator? Don't forget that our translated version omits that creator was plural in the beginning. Omnipresent, omniscient and omnipotent in the proton, neutron and electron? What of our higher intelligence and the awareness of it all? Is there still a trinity evolving in the process?

I have met some downright nasty humans, though, full of selfish intent and willing to destroy anything that gets in the way of their agenda. The so-called 'black arts' are alive and well in the hearts of humans with a heartache, broken hearted from some unspoken and unfulfilled expectation. I did not believe psychic attacks were possible until I experienced one in the kitchen of a good friend. How do we help these misguided folks heal when they don't even know they are acting out from a desperate need of approval, control, or security?  Far too many are in that state of mind simply because there are folks fighting and killing all around them. Can we hold them responsible for feeling love in the face of fear so frightening that most of us cannot even fathom the experience. There are those who remain steadfast in their faith. I will say that there seems to be a shift in the perception of duality even in the realms of beings from these other realms…oneness is key yet again.

Now this is just on planet Earth. What about other worlds or across the galaxy somewhere? At the risk of falling prey to the professional naysayers, nearly two decades ago I went on a journey at the behest of a spiritual being I'd known since childhood. At the end of our journey (approx. 8 minutes according to the witness) we were (or at least I was) looking upon a solar system with what appeared to be three (3) suns and nearly a dozen planets of a vibrant green color. I didn't have a lot of time to take in the scenery. The suns were sparkling and twinkling white with a tinge of gold in their outer regions. I was in total awe at the view, much like what Foster's character in Contact portrayed. I heard a distinct voice, deep and direct as I have ever experienced, as though the suns were speaking as one to me, "We are not only your forefathers; we are also the forefathers of your solar system." That was all they said and my guide prohibited me from asking further questions. "You'll figure it out," was all he would say.

It was over a decade later in between viewings of 'What the Bleep' that the simple reality dawned on me. The physical substance of 'consciousness' directed by the creators shows up as the building blocks of matter... neutron, proton, and electron. These are the self-guided or self-formed elemental precursors to any material we can imagine throughout the comprehensive (and still growing) chart of the elements. Do advanced civilizations, ETs, hyperdimensional or interstellar technologies come with LOVE and understanding of the simplicity of creation? Is there a way for us to communicate with these particles? Apparently the message being delivered through the greatest number of contactees and 'experiencers' of other worldly phenomena is just that: Love one another and our planet. We are much more than we know yet. We are all family. We just haven't met all our relatives or understand who and what they are to us. How do we do that in such an age of paradox and upheaval on a planetary scale? How do we manage our co-creation? Will we evolve toward a healthy planetary administration?

As a contactee or experiencer since childhood my life has been vastly different from most people. Consequently I have plenty of stories. Many psychics and sensitives have told me I'm this or that; walk-in to divine incarnate to commander of a mothership and more. What possible good does that promote when speaking about my experiences? Discernment is key, yet opening minds to a bigger potential is important. I've had some real challenges in articulating my truth while desiring to be received as just another human being with something to share that could help. I often come up with even more questions as I'm storytelling. Time in an institution as a teenager showed me that even highly educated people you would think engage life with open minds, simply do not. Their education creates a box for which there are no explanations for 'outsiders' other than mental illness of some sort. So sad. I believe institutions are full of sensitives that have had no mentorship into understanding their sensitivities and therefore are labeled and locked up rather than loved.

It is funny how the illness disappears when you tell the 'professionals' what they want to hear instead. That was my experience as a teenager and I did not like the knowing that I had to lie in order to find freedom. No family feeling there. I want to belong to a holistic world full of love and understanding, or at least a willingness to listen with an open mind. After all, anything is possible to those who believe? Can we explore together to find the truth? How does one having an experience that is so beyond the normal realm of comprehension relate to others with no direct experience in order to offer a helping hand? Is personal experience provable on some tangible level to enlighten others? Does it really matter? How then do we justify treating others with disdain just because we do not understand them? Can we agree to disagree until we can find solutions to bring us into a holistic model of planetary consciousness and stewardship?

On the other hand ‘They’ (the vast array of etheric, semi-physical, and physical beings) have always felt like family, across the gamut of physical appearance. Granted some have looked quite grotesque according to aesthetic standards. I have experienced cosmic councils for which I have no earthly reason for attendance, yet there I was in the middle of the proceedings, an active participant with relevant input. I would not have believed I had it within me previously. Why was I privy to such a meeting or was it just my imagination running wild? I've also been contacted to help heal a being well known to be of a dastardly race to some, yet they were asking me for permission for their personal command to join the Galactic Federation. Was the woman who called me in the first place also so out of touch with reality that she projected the scenario and I was too naive to question it? Trust me, I question everything intensely.

I also accept 'what is' even when I do not fully understand. I purposely remained aloof, yet when I blinked as I entered the room, I saw this being on the table, a reptilian-looking bipedal creature in a uniform. Who the heck am I for such an one to contact, let alone treat with such reverence as an authority figure? Some of these beings are a bit more intense than others in their myriad forms. This intensity can be misinterpreted by the more fearful as the energy is strong it promotes a fight or flight feeling. After my White Light experience as a teenager, I do not fear situations of an unknown origin. Maybe it was my open heart-space that protected me from harm. I never felt threatened by any race; humanoid, insectoid, reptilian or whatever. Is it really possible that the only place of 'duality' is here on planet Earth?

When one is in the consciousness of oneness, others join in and no harm can come. We simply do not let it in. How do we experience it? Breathe deeply, releasing tension with the out breath and feel your heart beat as though it is the only thing in existence. This appears to be consistent with others of kindred heart across the board here on earth, although we don't quite know what to expect as a result of serendipitous synchronicities yet. I suppose if we did, then they would no longer be serendipitous. Again, expectations are difficult to transcend. Even in the magical moments, time distorted in our minds, we become silent witnesses rather than ask for corroboration, let alone become conscious participants. How do we create conversation toward conversion? Is it as simple as saying, 'I love you?' Imagine those you find challenging in your own life, look into their eyes and say, "I love you. Our purpose is oneness." Observe the change in your life.

Speaking openly about my experiences has not always met with warmth and understanding. Truth and opinion are often confused. Mental institutions are full of sensitive seekers of truth that refuse to lie about what they experience. Long after I got out, well intended religious folk have viewed me as satanic (evil connotation) and even helped to convince my wife (ex now) to feel she needed to leave the state at one point, just because I related one of my most treasured spiritual experiences to an adult bible study class. I spoke of the feeling of returning home in the Light and feeling the most intense love I have ever known. Returning home from my job as a machinist for an aerospace company to find an empty house (wife and two daughters gone) was eerie enough. Reading a note relating the reason that was based in total incongruent notions nearly broke my heart and I still shake my head.

I've learned to be careful when relating my truth, especially if it is outside my listeners' box. Gentle hearts with solid foundations are often trampled and yet we recover and grow. Being a mirror, even when aware of the process, is a challenge for the best of us. We often realize we have a lot to offer yet show up with a sense of impending rejection… and so we are; until we love completely. I think there was something about that in the same book they were using to judge me. Have I shut up? I've only written just a few words here. Obviously, not really...

In contrast to the dualistic mindset, my experience is quite different when centered in Oneness… a heartfelt condition where the mind is simply an observer and a greater part of me (the I Am presence?) becomes totally present. The joy that is there is phenomenal and often precipitates phenomena. Countless witnesses have related stories of connecting with the sound current, the heart pulse of the universe, the Light and beyond. Serendipitous synchronicities in my own life are chronicled on my website. Many others can be found on the Web. Countless stories abound relating how people connect with their 'magic presence' in the moments of synchronicities.

The resulting feeling is a challenge to articulate, yet is best related as a simple…. a deep mmmmmmmm. It is similar to the vocalizing embrace of a lover, a simple heartfelt ‘mmmmm.’ My daily experience is not always centered in Oneness, however, and I go with the flow when I am aware, which hopefully is increasing along with my awareness. When I am not aware of flow or the intention to be in it, my energy tends to become agitated with impatience and I am not always able to be in a zen space. I have a wonderful reminder and serendipitous nickname, Zen, and find the challenge to practice zazen a just and prudent cause. How can I align with the full name, given as a result of a simple question, "Who am I?" Articulating this piece seems to be on track. Agitation is a sign to shift toward Self, away from the little self.

As a matter of fact, as I worked through my own levels of agitation and frustration I’ve developed keys, when I’m feeling pulled this way or that, to engage the precious present in my own being. This process begins with feeling my heartbeat in my fingertips as I pray or just breathe. I stumbled on it one day as I became silent with the intent of listening for guidance when I first became overwhelmed by telepathic sensitivities. It is amazing how such a simple practice can change an entire group’s energy when needed, let alone the affect on self. The tap on the shoulder comes whether we choose it or not, once we’ve committed to serving the One. Whether father, brother, grandfather, friend, lover, production coordinator, event manager, television producer/host, educator/facilitator, or spec of dust, the attitude of gratitude builds precept upon precept and greater capacity to see things differently.

Exopolitics seems to be where I'm called to serve in most other worldly experiences. The magnitude of the service is often difficult for the mind to relate afterward. I'm still baffled by some of my experiences, although I cannot deny them. I was there and so were others, etc., etc.... Knowing there are many like me is somewhat comforting, but who is driving the bus or are we walking? Sometimes I cannot tell, yet there I am. Where is the map? Do we have a map? Sometimes it seems to simply appear during the process. Fortunately I have some dear friends that call on occasion, just to relate that they were there too. Exopolitics and hyperdimensional physics both address Oneness from different angles with the angels of their delivery at least agreeing they are describing the same thing differently or at least willing to consider the notion. We can learn much from considering how both work in harmony through what is known as natural law.

Exopolitics is concerned with how we are able to integrate with off-planet worlds in harmony, mutually supportive of life together. I hold a premise that these off-planet worlds are also more in touch with the concept of oneness as a daily experience, to the point of civilization and technology interdependently connected as a woven fabric. Accordingly, a great question is, ‘Why would an off-planet intelligence want to deal with a planet that still expresses such barbarism toward its own kind?’ The message from these off-planet worlds seems to focus on one thing: "Clean up your own mess and we’ll be glad to begin intelligent conversations." Where do we begin? What do we do? Where do we go? How do we get there? When is call time for the first act? Why the heck are we doing this anyway? Is this possibly some sort of galactic reunion in the works? Or, are we simply going to be shrugged of the planet like a virus?

World servers and conscious co-creators tend to think of the Earth as being conscious and hurting because of our blatant misuse of natural resources. An Inconvenient Truth even got the attention of the entertainment industry. We have no real documentation of the history of our planet to determine where she is headed. Do we really need the history lesson? Our Mother can just as easily kick us out of the classroom. She can take care of herself and has for longer than we’ve been around whether we care to admit it or not. Again, humans think they are in control or at least able to take charge. It would make sense, with our knowledge of connectivity now, to begin to prepare compatible solutions.

Historically, the Caucasians are the minority and probably the last race to appear, yet they have introduced nearly all the economic systems and the weaponry to protect them so they effectively control nearly all the resources. Moving forward as a unified planetary administration comes back to how we treat each other. That is the living example of our truth… free from tainted vision or rose colored glasses. How do we express our love of self toward others? Do we promote anthropic (life-friendly) development of planetary systems? Am I congruent in my thoughts and feelings toward life-friendly awareness and evolution? How can I change when I recognize incongruence? How do we demonstrate congruence once we find it?

In the advent of new technologies that have been stifled over the years, communities and transportation including scientific and psycho-spiritual processes, the capacity to use these technologies still comes with a requirement to ascend in consciousness – to anchor in Oneness…to love and be loved. It is truly that simple. We understand the fractal of our individuality at that point, maybe. How do we fractalize a clean machine within a mass consciousness? Glad you are here, my friend. Are we looking for a way to party hearty in the festival of life? What about the concept of fun? In all this seriousness, where has the happiness and joy gone? Still here, still now. What kind of reunion do we want to create? My background in events would tend to throw a huge party with something for everyone.

Here is a point to ponder: When we consider a need for ‘security’ in developing new technologies are we attracting the very disturbance we wish to avoid? I know it is a fine point, but... What do we need to protect ourselves from if you are just another me? Hundreds of phrases could be used here to illustrate the point of our responsibility to think with our hearts. We have the choice. What will it be? Will you make it? When? Wow, that is too simple. Apparently it is not so simple as we peer into the depths of what keeps us afraid, angry, ignorant and immobile. How can we enter a Galactic Society, if there is one, without the change of our choices? We must prove ourselves to each other first, only then can we anticipate any kind of reciprocation from elsewhere.

This universal Law of One, by many names and rhetorical ranting, is ubiquitous in consciousness now, or at least there is agreement among the aware, and we are just beginning to comprehend its importance, let alone the necessity to live it in our daily lives. Cultural Creatives offer a kind of Collective Messiah scenario where everyone can join in the process and natural leaders emerge. Change is slow in comparison to our existence and very fast when it comes to our present lives. I was told once that everything we need will be there at the appointed time, the New World Order will happen in my lifetime. Trust and allow. We cannot move forward as a unified planet, a New World Order, until we embrace our own evil (that which denies love in any sense), forgive and live our learning in such a way that limitless oscillating vibrational energy…LOVE… IS The Way TODAY!

That is our challenge NOW. Each moment can be changed in a heartbeat. As a popular television commercial states, "What’s in your wallet?" How about, "What's in your heart?" It is all just energy. How we direct it speaks volumes. Let us support each other in the shift… please. Every question has an answer… Are we asking the right ones? How do we determine what are the right ones? Are there those who are ready to help find those questions? Could be and probably so. Answers are everywhere when we ask for them. Could we just see them a little clearer, please? What is truth? Right now it seems to be just a matter of opinions. I have offered some of mine. As we learn and grow, we become.

Ultimately I believe we seek the truth of spirit, a feeling of loving and being loved. Just like a child cannot learn if they are emotionally unavailable, humans feel fragile without the foundation of love. Coping strategies abound in all sorts of perturbations. I suggest acceptance of who we are and forgiveness of who we are not when we do not meet up to our expectations. Patience and a feeling of anticipation of understanding go a long way in allowing science and spirituality to be gently revealed in congruence. Truth is... we ARE. From there, choice reigns supreme. Gandhi's famous one liner, 'Be the change you wish to see in the world,' is the true challenge. If it is to love and be loved, then so be it. Our discoveries of interdependence will arise in a harmonic convergence of human behavior revering people and planet on a daily basis. After all, there is only ONE World.

May your journey be filled with joy and love.

In service I am...

Zendor